ill lie for you.

So Im left wondering what do I do?

It started out as a get back situation.
Now its a school girl crush situation.
Three involved.
Four people will get hurt.

I love one and once liked the other.

Now im stuck with friendship and nothing more then an empty heart.
They are going down the road I want to travel.

My life is being ruined by these little situations.
My heart isnt big enough to deal with everyones dramas.
My brother cries and she screams.
My sister hurts and i dont listen.
My best friend lies.
While my other best friend lies in a hospital.
A hug wont sort this out.
Im worried i wont be there for them when they need me the most.

But who do i run to?
Who listens when im down?
Who notices that im not handling everything?
Maybe you should...

Love between friends and family mean more then me then someone who will eventually break my heart.
So this is for you.
Ill give you my all.
Ill be there when everyone else walks away.
Ill hug it out.


I will be everything they want me to be.
The alternative isnt worth thinking about.